Make It Happen

Look at me;

I'm not gonna be here for much longer. It's time to get away from this hell. 

I can't make steps forward and I'm not going back either. I'm just stuck here and I can't stay this way. 

I've looked at these four walls with tears all my life. 

It's been and still is tearing me apart. 

I'm going to find a way to be on my own away from here. I don't care how hard it will be to get there.. I'm going to make it happen. I've been in this bubble far too long.This pain, this annoyance has gotten to be too much. 

Constantly I am thinking about them and hoping they are okay but it kills me again and again in the end.

Fuck this, I'm taking steps.. I'm gonna move forward and I don't care about what anyone has to say. This is MY life and it's time I feel happy, genuinely happy in the place I call home/